Old Habits Die Hard

Mickey Ghost Apple

Sometimes I am okay with eating, and other times I struggle.

Why is eating so difficult? I eat too much or too little or get rid of it but mostly just obsess about it all of the time. When will I be free of this?

Getting rid of an eating disorder, escaping its clutches, is so much hard work. Will I ever be free? I am not sure but certainly hope so.

Despite my present annoyance at myself, I know that there is progress being made. Do I mess up? Sure. Does that make me an awful person? No. I am human and make mistakes.

Still, fighting the voice inside is so difficult. There are many small victories and big setbacks each day. Progress is all that I can hope for right now.

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2 thoughts on “Old Habits Die Hard

  1. MEM says:

    Dear Miss Rose with Thorns,
    I agree that old habits die hard. Wondering – do you have enough support in your life, while you are at Disney, from people who are speaking truth to you about normal eating and choosing foods for nutrition? It must be difficult to try to walk this road somewhat alone??

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